February 2012
146 posts
January 2012
123 posts
5 day grind is complete. Lol. Yay!!! I finished all of my papers, assignments, and studying for my exam. I feel like a free woman even though that was just the first round. School ain’t over yet! Lol =D
I can’t kiss back. Doesn’t mean you can’t kiss that :)
I can feel God working on me; in me. And I already know that it is for the best. So I won’t even fight it.
Smooth in.
Move in
With classy.
Cool.
Easy.
Breathe back.
Breathe deep.
Relax.
And watch as those
That don’t matter
Fall away on their own.
And those that try to matter too much.
Go over and out of their way
To stay.
And those that do matter
Find, in your heart and life,
Their own special place.
Stop it.
Don’t touch the pawns.
It’s an interesting phenom-in-on.
To breathe slowly
And watch.
People place themselves.
Remove myself from me.
There is only I.
And I think that I allow me.
To cause too much havoc
Too much of the time.
Myself gets in the way of me.
While I watch myself stand away from me.
I gotta chill.
And allow myself to move back in with me.
So I won’t be so alone.
When I get home and no one is home.
Fits?
What fits
Is it what we make fit?
Or allow to fit?
Nah that doesn’t sit.
Right.
Frameshift your mindset.
Away from the bull…
For a second split.
And tell me where I fit.
Go on.
Ask me where you fit.
Because I won’t be done.
Until God see’s fit.
Beautiful day. And mother nature is interesting laughs.
Come and then go?
Huh?
With so much urgency.
As if there really is
Somewhere else you need to be
Someone else you need to be
…For you
…Be with
Eventually you get tired
Of all the stopping and starting
Going and coming.
Steady brakes.
Or fast break
To the nearest exit.
Complacent
Because happiness seems
Like it is so far away.
Feels like you are running towards it
But in reality you have only been running in place.
Trying to remember the last time
You knew your place.
A state where you had control
And knew your role.
Please take your time.
Want to make sure you get it all right this time.
Get that job right this time.
Get the woman right this time.
Get yourself right this time.
Right?
Right.
Good afternoon everyone:)
We’ll find the ones that ‘just get it’ sigh
I remember this talk. I miss you roomie. *tear drop*
He wishes someone could do more than understand. He wishes someone could help. Man.