Let go and let flow.

It is easy to BE good company when you are IN good company(=

What is with all of this acting out when a person (both male and female) gets out of a relationship? Why do people feel so contained and constrained? I know, being single is a liberating feeling (believe me lol) but that doesn’t mean showing your ass and acting out of character. When you do that, you look suspect lmao. I guess it is a defense mechanism of dealing with how you feelin? Whatever. Single is a fun place to be and when you are single, you act like it. Cool. But all of that extra…extraness…It makes you look weak. Just saying. So, chill out and just be cool(: 

I thank God for all of the things that he’s given to me and for all of the things that he’s taken away. This space where I’m at, is exactly where I’m supposed to be! And I’m loving it=)

“In your anger do not sin: Do not let the sun go down while you are still angry, and do not give the devil a foothold.”

Pristine (adj.): Remaining in a pure state. Remaining free from dirt or decay; clean.

Mellow Company/ can stay long as it may/ rain drops/ on my window/ seems to bring the pain my way/ it’s hard to explain/ what sorrow says so well/ is it peace/ that I need?

Mellow Company/ it’s the best next to the worst/ tear drops on my pillow/ seems to bring this mental curse/it’s hard to explain/ what heartache says so well/is it peace/ that I need?/ Well, mellow can sure be company

I wrote this on February 24, 2008. Man. I remember when I sat down and wrote this and everything. Crazy to go back in time, literally, through a book of poetry=)

All of this music that is in my book. That I wrote like 4 years ago…I remember them..all of them. Crazy how the mind remembers and the heart almost forgets. I almost forgot how I was feeling when I wrote this stuff!

I can’t reply to people’s notes on my posts. It’s wack. I have to go find them on one of my other social networks, and that is so inconvenient=/

I’m back to the lab again. No literally. Lol. Back to the lab, physics lab, that is. Back to school. Back to my craft. Back to the grind. My goal? An A and someone that can write me a letter of recommendation to Med school. School, volunteering, and prayer-fully, a job. 4 more days. Until then, I’m going to chill and get mentally prepared:)

Respect. Respect me. Imma respect you. Disrespect me. I’m still going to respect you. I have my moments where you push me a little too far, and you may get something you wasn’t prepared for. Lol. But my mentality is respect first. Always. And if you can’t do that much then I will literally cut you off and have no remorse.

I put down the basic melody to a song that I wrote on my Garage Band, and it was perfect. But now, I tried to run it back and nothing plays. And I don’t remember the melody. Just my luck:(

Proverbs 17:17 - “A friend loves at all times, and a brother is born for adversity.”