December 2011
65 posts
I Have.
A plan, I think. I’m going to map it out after I finish studying Renal Anatomy and Filtration (how you go pee pee). Legit!
November 2011
90 posts
“There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: a...”
– Ecclesiastes 3:1-8.
I Wish.
It would rain. I miss that element. My element.
“I would bet my life like I bet my heart
That you were the one, baby
I’ve never...”
– Look At Me, Carrie Underwood (via stk18
)
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Listening to This.
Jhene Aiko just really pulled me back. I’m just…a little emotional. Man. It is crazy how time really changes everything…but nothing at all.
I JUST WANT TO DROP OUT OF SCHOOL & TRAVEL THE...
The Inner Workings.
Of me
Are continuously working on me.
I feel it.
Matthew 6:25-34 and 7:7-12.
In The Midst of Everything.
I know what I’m supposed to do. I just don’t know when or what route I’m supposed to take. Praying for wisdom and clarity.
Just Because.
You’ve been through a lot with someone does not mean you two are supposed to be together!
You Keep The People.
That admit when they are wrong or have been weakened by a situation and verbally and non-verbally exemplify their need and want to change their thinking and actions…you keep them in your life. That shows their character; that they can allow themselves to be vulnerable with you because, ultimately, they trust you. It also shows their ability to acknowledge that they are human and that they...
The Holidays.
Are here again!! I love the holidays. The spirit that it brings is overwhelmingly wonderful. I love my family and friends and position in life. I make sure to tell them so and make sure I give God all the glory. Wow this year has just flown by. I remember Thanksgiving last year…feels just like yesterday. Hmmph. Anyways happy Thanksgiving everyone! An happy holidays:)
I Cannot Wait.
To get that iPhone 4s. After I experienced Siri, I can’t get any other phone. That phone will be mine=)
I Won't.
I can’t.
I refuse to allow myself to get in the way of myself.
For a moment, I was.
*Takes steps back*
I’m not going to let myself
Let me lose the most important
Things in my life.
No.
So.
I’m at work and the bartender asks me “Is that your real hair” and I reply “yes”. His eyes widened so big like he was shocked. I said, “Why are you so shocked?”. He said “Because your black”. I was so appalled lmao. People are such a mess nowadays. I’d say ignorant, but that feels like a curse word when I say it lol.
I keep feeling…iffy.
Word of the Day.
Concomitant (adj): naturally accompanying or associated.
Mmm.
I know I just posted this like 10 minutes ago, but I feel an extreme sense of mellowness. I have not felt this in a while. Yeah. Something is coming. The calm before the storm. I feel it…:)
Colbie Caillat. Good music.
This past week has been nothing short of insightful. Just sitting back and listening to the stillness that has been the ambience of my apartment…I’ve learned a lot. This week has been a wonderful one so far. November has been good to me in an unexpected way.
This Past.
Fourth of July. I remember it like it was yesterday. I had an unopened bottle of red wine. I was home alone (my roommate was out of town) and I was watching Single Ladies. I remember just standing out on the balcony…we lived on the 7th floor and the view of downtown Tempe was amazing. But I remember just standing there with my full glass of wine, watching the fireworks alone, but not feeling...
There Are Some Things.
That are in me that need to die. I can feel them dying.
“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness,...”
– Galatians 5:22-26.
“If something did happen, it happened. Whether it’s right or wrong. I accept...”
– Haruki Murakami | Kafka on the Shore (via blogut)
Yesterday.
I learned the importance of three things: Patience. Understanding. Timing. And they all interrelate. Mhmm.
It Sucks.
When the people that you care about feel alone and like no one understands. And no matter how much you tell them that they’re not alone and that you do understand, it still doesn’t feel like it’s enough. No matter what you say, you know it’s not enough. It’s almost as if….you’ve let them down=/
“And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is...”
– 1 Corinthians 13:13.
Doxology. Deep.
Literal.
I am such a cut and dry person. I try not to leave room for much interpretation, although I definitely have my moments. I guess the point of all of this is that, I’m learning that there is always room for interpretation; people find…make room for interpretation in every single thing. Cut and dry or not.
“Blessed is the man who finds wisdom, the man who gains understanding, for she is...”
– Proverbs 3:13-15
“Then the Lord said, ‘My Spirit will not contend with man forever, for he...”
– Genesis 6:3.
I Got An A.
On my Animal Physiology exam. That put my mood over and beyond. For like, the rest of the semester. I will continue to thank God for the place I am in and pray that he continues to give me wisdom. I am a happy woman=)
“I don’t know much about fighting but I…I know I will fight for you.”
Omg.
It’s alright. It’s okay=)
Optimus Prime.
Maybe
There is a discrepancy
Between us?
Monikers are deceitful.
Because at the end of the day
We’re one in the same.
Right?
At least I thought?
Be honest with me.
Wait.
Why am I asking you about my life?
As if you’d know about the every one of me’s.
Primed?
Mmm.
Kinda like being ready for that numb air:
Probably not as much
As I think I am.
Maybe there is too...
garrylb:
work in progress. the tracks called...
Time.
All this time. All I want to do is watch movies. All night. And all day tomorrow. I deserve a break, right? No. No breaks. *Continues to study*
It's Crazy.
How things are going to get taken care of…I have no idea. But just looking at past experiences, God had me the entire time. I am living proof of that. It’s difficult when you are trying to do one thing, but everything in the world seems to be moving against you. That just means that whatever you’re doing…that’s what you’re supposed to be doing. Keep pushing...
